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Tuesday, 31 August 2010

  • Rest and Relaxation

    After 8 months of not seeing my hubby he will be home tomorrow or Thursday. Our little boy is due here anytime now and if Cory makes it to the birth that is the single greatest gift God could give him. He has tried so hard to get home to be here in time for the birth of his first born child. Hopefully God will grant us this one moment to have with eachother before he goes back over to a place that is filled with more violence than where he was before. MY HUSBANDS COMING HOME!!!!!!!!!! How can someone not get excited about that?!!

Monday, 16 August 2010

  • grrrrrrrr.....

    Can you divorce your in laws? My husband is overseas fighting a war, hoping his wife won't go into labor before he gets home, worrying about his wife and his unborn child, and yet his parents put more uneeded stress on him. This is the 4th time they have talked this year and it has become an issue. Am I completely wrong for wanting to say enough is enough?

Sunday, 01 August 2010

  • Dear God,

    Today my husband called for the first time in three days. This is the second time I have heard from him in a week and our conversation was 4 minutes long. It included a lot of I can't hear you, your breaking up, how am I breaking up I am on the home phone, well I can't hear you and finally concluded with a I love you and I will try calling you later or in two days. FML. I WAIT ALL WEEK FOR A DAMN PHONE CALL JUST TO HEAR HIS VOICE AND KNOW HE IS OK AND THAT IS HOW OUR CONVERSATION GOES?! Dear God, make the phones work. They are already over in a shitty land without their families. Give them a little something to work with please. Thank you.

Tuesday, 27 July 2010

  • Army wife sympathy

    Tomorrow my friends boyfriend leaves to go to Virginia for a month and she is really upset that he is leaving. They spend almost everyday together and are now parting ways for a little while. However, they will be able to communicate whenever they like and this brings me to the point of this blog. I don't feel any sympathy for them. Not one ounce. Is this wrong? I mean my husbands total months gone before I get to see him is 8 and before he comes home he will be gone for a total of almost 12 months. I understand that civilian relationships are different from military ones and I should try to put myself in her shoes but I can't. Her boyfriend chose to go to Virginia. He isn't getting shot at or dealing with harsh conditions. He also can call her whenever and that would be a damn luxury for us. I just don't know if something is wrong with me for not having sympathy towards her. Is this normal?

Saturday, 24 July 2010

  • F U deployment

    I am so ready for Cory to be home. I am sick of this whole not talking for days shit and then talking every single day and then back to barely talking again. Damn Army. I guess I shouldn't blame all my problems on the Army. I mean part of my problem is I am extremely cranky because I can't sleep anymore and its hot and I'm swelling and emotional. I feel like I'm gonna cry all the time. I hate this situation. I hate you army and I hate you deployment. 6 months down five to go. Only one month til r &r and I can't wait. I feel like I'm falling apart or that I am going insane. Maybe the last month of pregnancy is just pure hormones, emotions, and insanity.

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